I'm sick of worrying about the things I can't change. And those things are usually things I shouldn't even be worrying about, because usually everything is fine.
Example. I have this notebook that I write stuff down in that I wouldn't want to get into anyone else's hands. And it wasn't in my backpack at school when I went to look for it. So I started freaking out about how I probably left it in another class and right now the school psychologist and everyone is analyzing the hand writing to find out whose it is. And then I was like, maybe it's in my locker? NOOO. IT'S GONE WAHHHH! It was ridiculous! And guess where the notebook was? Huh? Guess. MY LOCKER.
But seriously, I have to stop worrying about what I can't change! And about stupid stuff! There's nothing I can do, so why worry about it? But I can't help it.
I don't feel like explaining what I'm talking about.
It's just the first time I've been happy in a while, and it seems like maybe it might get fucked up, and uhhhh its stupid to worry about it, because im probably wrong.
but that's typical Amber behavior for you.
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